I think we all come upon those days when our eyes are opened to a new day in the morning and we just don't want to keep them open, but sleep the day away for whatever depressing reason we don't want to face another day. That was my morning today. I awoke and an immediate feeling of despair come over me and I didn't want to face another day. So, what did I do? I rolled over and went back to sleep and didn't get out of bed til 11ish. Haven't done that since high school! I dragged my feet getting ready for the day, but finding my itching to get out of the hour increased with each passing minute.
LOOKIN' UP...AGAIN!
I left this early afternoon to hit up a few clothing store here in town in order to finish my shopping spree that I started yesterday. While I was on my way over to the stores I habitually looked up into the sky. Hearing the wind whizzing by my window all night last night and waking up to a grey filled sky, when I looked up this afternoon I expected to see the same dreary sky that perfectly represented how I was feeling. But when I looked up I was surprised to see big billowy clouds against a bright blue sky. They were amazing!
I keep my camera on my at all times now for occassions such as this. From where I was on my drive to the store I would have had the tops of buildings and power lines tainting the picture and so I drove to an area where I could get a clear shot of the beautiful clouds. The pictures turned out better than I had expected they would!
As I had lifted my head to see the sky, my spirit was likewise lifted too. I pondered upon this concept and drew some metaphors from it. Often times when we are down in the dumps we hang our head and walk around with our shoulders slumped. We are solely focused on our thoughts and feelings. But if we look up and if we look around we will find that the things we are surrounded by can bless our life if we allow it in. I felt pretty crappy when I woke up this morning. But when I took the time to look up and allow what was surrounding me and what the world around me was offering to me, my spirits were lifted. The Lord is always blessing our lives in little ways like this. Are we looking up? Are we looking around us? Are we searching for these things so we can allows His blessings to come into our lives? I know I need to lift my head a little more.
SHOPPING SPREE SUCCESS
When you can put on and take off your pants without having to unbutton them, you know it's time to go shopping! My slightly unsuccessful and disappointing attempt to find what I was looking for in yesterday's shopping venture was made up to me today as I again set forth to find new clothing. It is a rare occassion that I have had to go clothes shopping alone and each time I go alone I find an even more dislike to it. It helps to have a good friend who has an outside perspective and who will be honest in their opinion to the clothes you try on. Although I was successful in today's shopping outting, I missed having my side-kick there a whole lot!
My Bottom Successes!
[no pun intented].
(A pair of khakis, two pairs of jeans, and a casual skirt)
Top Successes!
(Red & Teal tank top, White, Teal, & Black t-shirt, and a Red criss-crossity shirt).
Shopping Surprises
- I am one pants size smaller! This came to me as a big surprise because I don't look like I have lost weight, but according to the scale I have dropped a few pounds - enough to go down a whole pants size. I have kept my weight at a pretty consistant 135 for many years now, but am now averaging between a 128-130 depending on the day and how much water I've downed ;o). I am hoping to stay at this weight or gain a few muscle pounds as my marathon/triathlon training begin to become more intense.
- I love pants that fit! I think I have been living in a world of oversized pants for too long that I forgot how good it feels to wear pants that actually fit! The pair of jeans on the far right are my current favorite. They are probably 3 inches too long (they only had 6L), but every other part of them fit perfect on my body. And they were only $15 bucks too!
- The red criss-crossity shirt on the far right of the picture is an XS. The shirt was way cute and so I tried it on anyway just for the fun of it. When it fit with a regular t-shirt on underneath I was shocked! I think it helped that it was a criss-cross shirt........(gives Lewis & Clark breathing room).
-I'm excited to finally have some variety of clothing and clothes that I can play mix-match with to come up with several different outfits. No more rotation of the same shirts and outfits twice in one week!
Shopping Disappointments
- I tried on a way cute jean skirt in a size 8 (not knowing that I was a size 6 yet). I loved it! But when I went to exchange it for a size 6 there weren't any! I didn't think too much about it because I knew they sell the same skirt on the internet and I could order it online. BUT when I came home and went to order it all they add available was XXL! Poop! So, I think I'm going to return to the store and get the size 8 and just tuck an undershirt or two (or three) in so it stays on (hopefully!) until I can somebody adjust it.
- I ran into the same problem as above with a tank top. They didn't have my size so I went to order it online and they had the size but the color I wanted wasn't available. Double poop!
- I missed my BBP!
I will be posting a "Catwalk" post so you can see these clothes in action! Yes, it will be an exclusive, one-time modeling post. Don't miss this once-in-a-lifetime chance! (I know, so exciting....).